After a while now of Tanya saying "you should get a blog", I have decided that I have the time to write something most days of the week. It's not something to give people information and gossip, it's for me to have a good ol' rant every once in a while.
Today was an interesting day. I realised that my actions over the last few months really have spoken louder than anything I've ever shouted and I slowly pushed you into the arms of someone else. I'm sorry I hurt you and I'd do anything to take back what I did and start over with you. I've been so up and down recently and it's really starting to get to me; it's like I can't think or talk or do anything without feeling really sad, like I'm about to cry. I keep thinking that everything is getting better but then something happens, or a significant day comes along and it just ruins everything; I'm back to crying every day. My summer dreams of Sonisphere have been kind of trampled on but that's okay because as long as my friends come to see me lots then I should be alright. Skins is on now and I'd really like to watch it so I'm going to leave now. Writing this is making me think about everything I've ever done to any body who I've loved or even cared about remotely and I'm getting myself kind of upset...
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