I cannot believe I've stopped writing my fanfiction ALREADY but then I guess the things you love don't last forever...
jeez I have no motivation to do anything today except sing my little heart out.
I really do need to get on though, with the housework, revision and getting my eyebrows done.
Tchuss!
Saturday, 15 May 2010
Monday, 10 May 2010
Save Me Chapter 2
Here's the next chapter :)
The first day of college and as per usual, Katie was taking FOREVER in the shower. Emily was sat on her bed in their room flicking through the welcome guide they both got when their applications were accepted and she managed to read the whole guide before Katie waltzed back into the bedroom, blissfully unaware that she had totally ruined Emily’s morning routine; she now didn’t have enough time to take a shower.
“Why the fuck aren’t you ready yet? Danny’s going to be here any minute!” Katie exclaims and she finishes getting dressed; she’d chosen a leopard print vest top with short black mini skirt, purple 4 inch heels and she was wearing her hair slightly wavy with a quiff in her fringe. She also had her face caked in makeup.
“Alright, keep your knickers on; YOU’RE the one who took nearly an hour in the shower this morning, meaning that I couldn’t” Emily retorted in a timid voice, even in her own home, she was intimidated by her sister.
“And what the hell are you wearing?! Seriously Ems I need to take you shopping, how do you ever expect to get a boyfriend dressing like that?” Katie said looking at her sister’s outfit. Emily had chosen a light blue pair of skinny jeans with an old band shirt, converse and she was wearing her hair straight with minimal makeup.
“Maybe I don’t want a boyfriend” Emily replied, looking down at the cream carpet that covered the floor.
“WHY THE HELL WOULDN’T YOU WANT A BOYFRIEND?!” Katie yelled at Emily, getting right up in her face as if having a boyfriend was the most important thing in the world.
“I don’t know boys just don’t interest me” Emily replied, visibly recoiling in her; letting Katie tower over her as per usual.
Emily knew why boys didn’t interest her though, she’d never fancied a boy, never would as well, she was certain. Her interest lay in girls. She loved everything about them, their curves, lips, hair, voice, positively everything that made a girl a girl, Emily loved! It had been common knowledge in Emily’s mind since she was 12 years old so it was no problem admitting to herself that she was gay, it was the people she loved, namely her family, that she feared wouldn’t react to well. The twins were snapped out of their argument by the honking of Danny’s ugly car; a Renault Megane Coupe.
Let me clear this one up for you all. Danny is Katie’s obnoxious footballer boyfriend (I told you didn’t I? WAG in the making right there!). Well I’m not sure if he can be classed as a footballer as he doesn’t even play for the first team; he just plays for Bristol Rovers Reserves. He is one of the most pervy men you will meet and whenever he addresses an attractive girl, he stares at their tits and says stuff like “nice one, yeaaah?” Like I said, obnoxious. Let’s get back to the story now, shall we?
“Come on Emsy, lets get to college now, wouldn’t want to be late on our first day” Katie said in a sing-song voice as she left the room and skipped down the stairs. It really did worry Emily that her sister could change personas so quickly.
After enduring the ride to college with Katie and Danny, they had arrived outside Roundview College; Danny spent the entire journey with one hand on the steering wheel and the other hand riding further and further up Katie’s skirt. The twins were now sat in the main hall with around 200 other students waiting for the college director to come in and give them their welcome assembly. Some dodgy theme music started playing and a few middle aged people walked through the main door; the twins faces dropped with everyone else around them, this was going to be a long day.
“Welcome to Roundview College! My name is Harriet and I’m the college director here” The oldest woman began. “This is a four star learning establishment and we intend to keep it that way. That means that there will be NONE of the following on campus: drugs, alcohol, sex of any variety including sex toys, porn, arson and GBH, is that clear?” The whole room just stared at the college director as if she was mad. Had all this stuff really happened in the past that meant these rules had to be in place? If so, what a fun year they were in for.
“I SAID, does everybody understand?” Harriet said in a threatening tone. There was a murmur of agreement in the room which seemed satisfactory so the college director carried on with what she had to say.
“Miss Smith will now read out each form group, Miss Smith” Harriet concluded as she motioned for Miss Smith to step forward. The small looking mousy haired lady stepped forward and was visibly shaking from the nerves of having to talk to a large group of hormonal teenagers.
“Erm, form group BD1 raise your hands when I call your names: Frederick McClair?”
A thin, tanned boy with a graze on his chin raised his hand confidently.
“Right okay” Miss Smith said ticking the name off of her clipboard. “James Cook?” was the next name that she read out.
“FUCKING GET IN THERE SAME FORM MATE” James Cook exclaimed at the top of his lungs before he jumped up and high fived Freddie who just looked around, embarrassed at his friend’s performance.
“SIT DOWN BOY” Harriet boomed from the back of the room as Cook sat back down. “Please, continue” she said in a softer tone towards Miss Smith who just looked stunned.
“Okay then. Erm. Katie Fitch?” Katie stood up when she raised her hand, probably making sure that everyone got a good look at who she is.
“Excellent. Emily Fitch?” Emily just raised her hand, she didn’t bother standing up or making a show of herself; no-one ever noticed her anyway, not when she was within ten feet of Katie.
“Naomi Campbell?” Miss Smith continued. A small giggle was starting to flutter through the room but Emily didn’t join in, she was sat in stunned silence. Could it be? THE Naomi Campbell that left middle school after that fateful night… Surely not. Emily tentatively turned around, scared of who was going to be staring back at her. There she was! Naomi Campbell hadn’t really changed much, she just looked older, more mature and if possible, even more gorgeous; she was curvy in all the right places. Emily was blatantly checking her out but she really didn’t care at this point. The girl that she had lusted over for years and drunkenly kissed in middle school was not only going to be attending the same college as her, but was going to be in the same form as well! Naomi eventually raised her hand but Emily just could not take her eyes away, even when Katie leant over to whisper in her ear.
“Oh my god Ems, look it’s that lezzer that tried to snog you in middle school, remember?” Of course Emily remembered, she had initiated the kiss. Not that she told Katie this, she had said that Naomi tried to kiss her and from then on Katie called her “the lezzer”. The rumours and teasing got so bad that one day, completely out of the blue, Naomi left the school and no-one had seen her again until today. She had obviously just gone to another school but at the time, it all seemed rather horrible from Emily’s point of view. You would have thought that Katie would have seen how horrible she could be when she had finally driven someone out of the school, but you would be wrong. Eventually she forgot about Naomi and moved on to being bitchy towards someone else. Emily, on the other hand, had never forgotten Naomi and she was sure she never would. Even though they hadn’t had many conversations in their lives, Naomi had such an effect on Emily which left her a quivering mess, in a good way of course!
They were all excused from the assembly and shown to their form rooms. This was going to be an interesting day, for sure.
The first day of college and as per usual, Katie was taking FOREVER in the shower. Emily was sat on her bed in their room flicking through the welcome guide they both got when their applications were accepted and she managed to read the whole guide before Katie waltzed back into the bedroom, blissfully unaware that she had totally ruined Emily’s morning routine; she now didn’t have enough time to take a shower.
“Why the fuck aren’t you ready yet? Danny’s going to be here any minute!” Katie exclaims and she finishes getting dressed; she’d chosen a leopard print vest top with short black mini skirt, purple 4 inch heels and she was wearing her hair slightly wavy with a quiff in her fringe. She also had her face caked in makeup.
“Alright, keep your knickers on; YOU’RE the one who took nearly an hour in the shower this morning, meaning that I couldn’t” Emily retorted in a timid voice, even in her own home, she was intimidated by her sister.
“And what the hell are you wearing?! Seriously Ems I need to take you shopping, how do you ever expect to get a boyfriend dressing like that?” Katie said looking at her sister’s outfit. Emily had chosen a light blue pair of skinny jeans with an old band shirt, converse and she was wearing her hair straight with minimal makeup.
“Maybe I don’t want a boyfriend” Emily replied, looking down at the cream carpet that covered the floor.
“WHY THE HELL WOULDN’T YOU WANT A BOYFRIEND?!” Katie yelled at Emily, getting right up in her face as if having a boyfriend was the most important thing in the world.
“I don’t know boys just don’t interest me” Emily replied, visibly recoiling in her; letting Katie tower over her as per usual.
Emily knew why boys didn’t interest her though, she’d never fancied a boy, never would as well, she was certain. Her interest lay in girls. She loved everything about them, their curves, lips, hair, voice, positively everything that made a girl a girl, Emily loved! It had been common knowledge in Emily’s mind since she was 12 years old so it was no problem admitting to herself that she was gay, it was the people she loved, namely her family, that she feared wouldn’t react to well. The twins were snapped out of their argument by the honking of Danny’s ugly car; a Renault Megane Coupe.
Let me clear this one up for you all. Danny is Katie’s obnoxious footballer boyfriend (I told you didn’t I? WAG in the making right there!). Well I’m not sure if he can be classed as a footballer as he doesn’t even play for the first team; he just plays for Bristol Rovers Reserves. He is one of the most pervy men you will meet and whenever he addresses an attractive girl, he stares at their tits and says stuff like “nice one, yeaaah?” Like I said, obnoxious. Let’s get back to the story now, shall we?
“Come on Emsy, lets get to college now, wouldn’t want to be late on our first day” Katie said in a sing-song voice as she left the room and skipped down the stairs. It really did worry Emily that her sister could change personas so quickly.
After enduring the ride to college with Katie and Danny, they had arrived outside Roundview College; Danny spent the entire journey with one hand on the steering wheel and the other hand riding further and further up Katie’s skirt. The twins were now sat in the main hall with around 200 other students waiting for the college director to come in and give them their welcome assembly. Some dodgy theme music started playing and a few middle aged people walked through the main door; the twins faces dropped with everyone else around them, this was going to be a long day.
“Welcome to Roundview College! My name is Harriet and I’m the college director here” The oldest woman began. “This is a four star learning establishment and we intend to keep it that way. That means that there will be NONE of the following on campus: drugs, alcohol, sex of any variety including sex toys, porn, arson and GBH, is that clear?” The whole room just stared at the college director as if she was mad. Had all this stuff really happened in the past that meant these rules had to be in place? If so, what a fun year they were in for.
“I SAID, does everybody understand?” Harriet said in a threatening tone. There was a murmur of agreement in the room which seemed satisfactory so the college director carried on with what she had to say.
“Miss Smith will now read out each form group, Miss Smith” Harriet concluded as she motioned for Miss Smith to step forward. The small looking mousy haired lady stepped forward and was visibly shaking from the nerves of having to talk to a large group of hormonal teenagers.
“Erm, form group BD1 raise your hands when I call your names: Frederick McClair?”
A thin, tanned boy with a graze on his chin raised his hand confidently.
“Right okay” Miss Smith said ticking the name off of her clipboard. “James Cook?” was the next name that she read out.
“FUCKING GET IN THERE SAME FORM MATE” James Cook exclaimed at the top of his lungs before he jumped up and high fived Freddie who just looked around, embarrassed at his friend’s performance.
“SIT DOWN BOY” Harriet boomed from the back of the room as Cook sat back down. “Please, continue” she said in a softer tone towards Miss Smith who just looked stunned.
“Okay then. Erm. Katie Fitch?” Katie stood up when she raised her hand, probably making sure that everyone got a good look at who she is.
“Excellent. Emily Fitch?” Emily just raised her hand, she didn’t bother standing up or making a show of herself; no-one ever noticed her anyway, not when she was within ten feet of Katie.
“Naomi Campbell?” Miss Smith continued. A small giggle was starting to flutter through the room but Emily didn’t join in, she was sat in stunned silence. Could it be? THE Naomi Campbell that left middle school after that fateful night… Surely not. Emily tentatively turned around, scared of who was going to be staring back at her. There she was! Naomi Campbell hadn’t really changed much, she just looked older, more mature and if possible, even more gorgeous; she was curvy in all the right places. Emily was blatantly checking her out but she really didn’t care at this point. The girl that she had lusted over for years and drunkenly kissed in middle school was not only going to be attending the same college as her, but was going to be in the same form as well! Naomi eventually raised her hand but Emily just could not take her eyes away, even when Katie leant over to whisper in her ear.
“Oh my god Ems, look it’s that lezzer that tried to snog you in middle school, remember?” Of course Emily remembered, she had initiated the kiss. Not that she told Katie this, she had said that Naomi tried to kiss her and from then on Katie called her “the lezzer”. The rumours and teasing got so bad that one day, completely out of the blue, Naomi left the school and no-one had seen her again until today. She had obviously just gone to another school but at the time, it all seemed rather horrible from Emily’s point of view. You would have thought that Katie would have seen how horrible she could be when she had finally driven someone out of the school, but you would be wrong. Eventually she forgot about Naomi and moved on to being bitchy towards someone else. Emily, on the other hand, had never forgotten Naomi and she was sure she never would. Even though they hadn’t had many conversations in their lives, Naomi had such an effect on Emily which left her a quivering mess, in a good way of course!
They were all excused from the assembly and shown to their form rooms. This was going to be an interesting day, for sure.
Save Me Chapter 1
I'm already posting my fanfiction on www.fanfiction.net/tv/skins but i thought i'd post it here as well to get the coverage across :)
Emily always tried to cover up the truth. Fact. She went to clubs most nights of the week, got wasted on anything she could get her hands on, legal or otherwise, fucked totally random guys, got into some serious bitch fights and it got to the point that if someone didn’t do something soon, she was going to end up seriously ill, or worse. You would have thought her twin sister, Katie, would step in and make Emily see the error of her ways and try to guide her through, wouldn’t you? Alas this is not how this story plays out because that would just be too simple, and how many stories out there are simple? The answer… None; there are always twists and turns and shocking revelations that make you want to read on and Emily’s is no different.
It all started a year ago, back in college. I know what you’re thinking, another teenage love story, we’ve all been there, done that and got the fucking t-shirt, but I can assure you of this, the story of Emily and Naomi is by far you’re average teenage love story, oh no, this one has many of the above mentioned twists, turns and revelations. So where was I? Ah yes, the first day at
Now let me fill you in on a little background of the main characters in this solemn tale.
Katie Fitch, always the centre of attention, even though she was only five foot two tall. She had never not had a boyfriend since she was seven and made all the boys want her with her feminine wiles, short skirts that really didn’t leave anything to the imagination, bright red hair, deep brown eyes and husky voice. Katie didn’t really do very well in school but she figured she wouldn’t need it when she became a world famous WAG with so much money she wouldn’t know what to do with it all. Everyone knew when Katie Fucking Fitch entered a room because people stared at her, some blatantly checking her out while others just gaped in awe at how she had this effect on a whole room without even uttering a word. There was something else about Katie though, something that nobody ever really noticed and that was Emily, her twin sister. To people that knew the twins well, Katie was the dominant one, always in charge, and Emily was just the doormat who did what she was told, went where she was told and did it all when she was told.
Emily Fitch, the quiet, doormat twin. She was always in her sister’s shadow simply because she was born a few minutes after Katie. There wasn’t a class that Emily didn’t excel in because, unlike Katie, Emily had some REAL ambition and intelligence; she was going to get some qualifications and be a teacher. Similarly to Katie, however, she was five foot two, had bright red hair and had deep brown eyes, although some would argue Emily’s were much nicer. She did dress more sensibly though; her skirts were a little longer than Katie’s. No-one noticed when Emily Fitch entered a room and no-one checked her out, usually because they were all to busy staring at Katie, even though they were identical twins. She didn’t have any of her own friends; the only people she hung out with were the people Katie dragged her around with.
So I bet you’re wondering how Emily went from being the quiet doormat to the girl in club, off her tits on every substance known to man? Well I’ll tell you the reason. Naomi Campbell. Not the supermodel you fuckwit, Naomi Campbell, the tall, blonde with piercing blue eyes that could stop you dead in your tracks. Naomi is the strong feminist type who doesn’t let relationships define her; in fact, she hates nothing more than being around lots of people. Some would call her a loner but she really doesn’t care, her emotional defences that she has spent so many years building are impenetrable; no son-of-a-bitch was getting inside her heart. She attended protest rallies with her hippy mother, Gina and was most certainly hell bent on changing the world. Politics would be her chosen subject on Mastermind and she would get into passionate rants aimed at anyone who sits still long enough.
This is how they all started out on that fateful first day of college but it soon changed, some for the better, others for the worse but all three of them changed.
Saturday, 8 May 2010
ouchie.
Okay...
That hurt a little bit but I've got muuuch more going on right now than some stupid little crush.
I STILL don't know what I'm going to and if i don't make a decision soon, I'm going to drive myself mad :|
Work was okay, very very cold though :/
Tomorrow should be nice, Ash is buying my lunch :D
Tonight will bring guitar, revision and Gavin and Stacey I think, sounds pretty snazzy tbh :)
Nothing compares to you.
That hurt a little bit but I've got muuuch more going on right now than some stupid little crush.
I STILL don't know what I'm going to and if i don't make a decision soon, I'm going to drive myself mad :|
Work was okay, very very cold though :/
Tomorrow should be nice, Ash is buying my lunch :D
Tonight will bring guitar, revision and Gavin and Stacey I think, sounds pretty snazzy tbh :)
Nothing compares to you.
Friday, 7 May 2010
gtfo, please?
I have a few things to say since I haven't blogged in a while:
1. I love Tanya and Leonie, thank you for this morning guys, you really do mean the world to me, I love you so much.
2. I still have no idea what to do but one thing is FOR SURE; I will not be loosing all my friends because of something stupid.
3. Exams can go die, officially.
4. IT coursework might be the death of me.
5. Where did my happy place go, if anyone's seen it, please can they return it to me?
6. PROM IS 2 WEEKS TODAY! eep.
That's all really, work tomorrow but i guess that means money to get my nails done :)
I'm going to sort this son of a bitch out if it kills me, I don't care what it takes but its on.
1. I love Tanya and Leonie, thank you for this morning guys, you really do mean the world to me, I love you so much.
2. I still have no idea what to do but one thing is FOR SURE; I will not be loosing all my friends because of something stupid.
3. Exams can go die, officially.
4. IT coursework might be the death of me.
5. Where did my happy place go, if anyone's seen it, please can they return it to me?
6. PROM IS 2 WEEKS TODAY! eep.
That's all really, work tomorrow but i guess that means money to get my nails done :)
I'm going to sort this son of a bitch out if it kills me, I don't care what it takes but its on.
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