Not only is my title from my favourite song at the moment, but it's also a true statement about my life. I haven't blogged in a while so this post comes today from some slight nagging on Milly's behalf.
Since I last blogged, I've been on a camping trip where it basically lashed it down the whole weekend. We did have some laughs on the Saturday night though, with drunk Milly :P
A whole week of really boring talks about university and other options as well as a trip to Oxford Brookes Uni has come to an end, also marking the start of our summer holidays (woop!). I stayed at Milly's last night, played Sims 3 with her and tidied her room. I also linked her computer to her TV so we could watch Glee on the big screen. It was good times but it did mean that I didn't get to sleep until nearly 3am. Milly's got an awesome new puppy, he's well cute. She really doesn't like him and I suppose his yapping could get annoying when you're trying to sleep, but he's really cuddly and playful which I find adorable.
Today I went to town with Milly and Charr, but I wasn't really in the mood for it, I'm not in the mood for much these days, I'm all bleugh constantly.
Not a long rant tonight, blog, because I've got other things I need to be getting on with, like playing the Sims until the early hours of the morning :P
Just though I'd post something for Milly to read when she's ready to :)
Until possibly tomorrow evening.
Tchuss xo
Friday, 24 June 2011
Wednesday, 15 June 2011
15.06.11
Today has been a distinctly average day if I'm honest blog. My mum's having kittens over this weekend camping trip, I've never seen a woman doing so much prep for a few days away!
At college we made cool pendants with our DNA in them, it was pretty awesome tbh. Saw Dan's presentation he had to do for associated studies, meaning we got to talk about conspiracies for a little while, always an interesting subject. Rest of the day was spent doing household chores and then off to karate, which again was average.
Tonight will be spent playing GTA and reading some Pride and Prejudice which I see as rather lovely :)
Not much else to say today really, my mood has stayed at a constant of being generally down. However being around my awesome college friends does make me smile. I'm really looking forward to the weekend spent with my family and Milly.
Til tomorrow!
xo
At college we made cool pendants with our DNA in them, it was pretty awesome tbh. Saw Dan's presentation he had to do for associated studies, meaning we got to talk about conspiracies for a little while, always an interesting subject. Rest of the day was spent doing household chores and then off to karate, which again was average.
Tonight will be spent playing GTA and reading some Pride and Prejudice which I see as rather lovely :)
Not much else to say today really, my mood has stayed at a constant of being generally down. However being around my awesome college friends does make me smile. I'm really looking forward to the weekend spent with my family and Milly.
Til tomorrow!
xo
Tuesday, 14 June 2011
Tears all down my face like raindrops on my window...
Apparently I was feeling a slightly more depressing title but don't worry, it's not all mega angst this evening!
I apologise sincerely to the 1 whole person that reads this for not blogging last night, my real life got in the way :/
Slight argument with the family last night which left a sad Abigail an even sadder Abigail.
Yesterday being the first day of college was pretty awesome, lovely to see everyone again and get an idea of what we're going to be doing at A2. English was pretty standard although I don't know if I can handle the theme of love through the ages all next year. I hate love, it's something that has ruined my teenage years and the less I think about it, the better. So having to write coursework and take exams on the subject might actually be the death of me and my mental state!
Phew! I apologise for the slight rant about love, I'm not sure what came over me, but I'm pretty sure there is smoke coming off this keyboard...
Anyroad, after English I had a free period and then off to Biology. We did some experiment with petri-dishes, antibiotics and bacteria and I think it's safe to say that Milly and I were some uber cool super Bio team with the speed in which we worked.
I also managed to return all but 2 of my books to the library which I consider an acheivement in all honesty, even if the libraian got pissy about me folding down some of the pages in my books. Seriously, I have no idea who these people think they are, they act like books have feelings and I'm like breaking their tiny little arms by folding down the pages. Pft!
So today brought another day at college, this time with psychology involved; next year looks really interesting to be honest and I'm really looking forward to it. Another experiment in Biology, testing ABO blood groups which was really intersting; how I love to see those blood cells agglutinate! Tomorrow we're extracting our own DNA and ending up with it in a pendant or something which we all thought was pretty cool. A ridiculously hot day amongst the rain we've had wasn't really a highlight as I was wearing jeans; by the end of the day I was sporting the really (un)attractive sweaty person look. This evening has been rather boring if I'm honest with you, just chillin' in my room, playing some GTA and chatting on Facebook.
I still can't seem to get rid of this bad mood though, I just feel like bursting into tears at any given moment... I'll be glad to finish at 12:15 tomorrow and get home for some alone time before the madness that is karate.
It's far too hot in here so I'm going to leave you all to play some GTA and maybe read some Pride and Prejudice.
Au revior!
xo
I apologise sincerely to the 1 whole person that reads this for not blogging last night, my real life got in the way :/
Slight argument with the family last night which left a sad Abigail an even sadder Abigail.
Yesterday being the first day of college was pretty awesome, lovely to see everyone again and get an idea of what we're going to be doing at A2. English was pretty standard although I don't know if I can handle the theme of love through the ages all next year. I hate love, it's something that has ruined my teenage years and the less I think about it, the better. So having to write coursework and take exams on the subject might actually be the death of me and my mental state!
Phew! I apologise for the slight rant about love, I'm not sure what came over me, but I'm pretty sure there is smoke coming off this keyboard...
Anyroad, after English I had a free period and then off to Biology. We did some experiment with petri-dishes, antibiotics and bacteria and I think it's safe to say that Milly and I were some uber cool super Bio team with the speed in which we worked.
I also managed to return all but 2 of my books to the library which I consider an acheivement in all honesty, even if the libraian got pissy about me folding down some of the pages in my books. Seriously, I have no idea who these people think they are, they act like books have feelings and I'm like breaking their tiny little arms by folding down the pages. Pft!
So today brought another day at college, this time with psychology involved; next year looks really interesting to be honest and I'm really looking forward to it. Another experiment in Biology, testing ABO blood groups which was really intersting; how I love to see those blood cells agglutinate! Tomorrow we're extracting our own DNA and ending up with it in a pendant or something which we all thought was pretty cool. A ridiculously hot day amongst the rain we've had wasn't really a highlight as I was wearing jeans; by the end of the day I was sporting the really (un)attractive sweaty person look. This evening has been rather boring if I'm honest with you, just chillin' in my room, playing some GTA and chatting on Facebook.
I still can't seem to get rid of this bad mood though, I just feel like bursting into tears at any given moment... I'll be glad to finish at 12:15 tomorrow and get home for some alone time before the madness that is karate.
It's far too hot in here so I'm going to leave you all to play some GTA and maybe read some Pride and Prejudice.
Au revior!
xo
Sunday, 12 June 2011
Don't Rain On My Parade...
I woke up this morning ready to get up, go outside and embrace the day... Little did I know that the rain was lashing down rather hard, meaning I could not go out a fix my bike and ride to Tesco with Will like I had planned yesterday.
Dad was at work today so it was just me, Mum and Will at home and none of us could be bothered to do much so Mum did cross stitch and me and Will played Time Splitters. I also passed many many hours today watching pointless TV that I've probably seen before anyway and playing my guitar; I do find it a rather relaxing activity :)
When Dad got home, we all had dinner and watched a few episodes of Gavin and Stacey, it is rather lovely to spend some time with my family.
Hopefully the weather tomorrow will be a bit nicer but I'm not too fussed because tomorrow marks the start of A2's which I know we're all looking forward to... I'm going to the gym with Dan before college though which should be good, I always feel nice after a good hard workout :)
Camping next weekend and Soni with the girls in a few weeks and I couldn't be more excited!
Tomorrow is also a sad day for me, just like every 13th and 27th of the month. If you'd have asked me this time a few years ago where I would be on the 12th June 2011, I would have told you that I would have been in 6th form at Fearnhill with my best friends and my girlfriend about to celebrate our 19th month anniversary... It all seems so long ago now... Funny how things turn out isn't it?
I really really miss you :'(
Dad was at work today so it was just me, Mum and Will at home and none of us could be bothered to do much so Mum did cross stitch and me and Will played Time Splitters. I also passed many many hours today watching pointless TV that I've probably seen before anyway and playing my guitar; I do find it a rather relaxing activity :)
When Dad got home, we all had dinner and watched a few episodes of Gavin and Stacey, it is rather lovely to spend some time with my family.
Hopefully the weather tomorrow will be a bit nicer but I'm not too fussed because tomorrow marks the start of A2's which I know we're all looking forward to... I'm going to the gym with Dan before college though which should be good, I always feel nice after a good hard workout :)
Camping next weekend and Soni with the girls in a few weeks and I couldn't be more excited!
Tomorrow is also a sad day for me, just like every 13th and 27th of the month. If you'd have asked me this time a few years ago where I would be on the 12th June 2011, I would have told you that I would have been in 6th form at Fearnhill with my best friends and my girlfriend about to celebrate our 19th month anniversary... It all seems so long ago now... Funny how things turn out isn't it?
I really really miss you :'(
Saturday, 11 June 2011
11.06.11
Today was actually rather lovely. I went from having literally no plans when I woke up, to spending a lovely afternoon with some of the besties, which is always fun :)
I woke up much much later than planned with my mum coming in to take my washing and her computer, which annoyed me because I was rather enjoying being asleep. I finally dragged myself out of bed and into the shower, slightly annoyed because I was meant to leave myself enough time to fix my bike and rise to Tesco to get my dad's fathers day present, before meeting Milly in town for some jammage time. So instead I took a ride with my mum in our temp car (some mercedes A-class thing) to Pets At Home to get some cat food for Arthur. Whilst I was out, Milly texted me to see if I wanted to jam round hers because George was coming over and that she was going to invite Charr as well. Mother Black then dropped me off in good ol' Marston on what has been a suprisingly warm day, considering all the rain we've had...
So when Charr and George arrived, we all decided to go out and ended up in a place that's called the orange. I'm not sure why, you'll have to ask Milly and Charr. So we all just jammed in the warmth chatting about everything and anything you can think about, it is rather lovely to spend some time with lovely people, no stress about anything, just wasting the day away. Eventually though, we went back to Milly's house and Tom came over for a bit. I whipped out the Spyro which is always fun and I played that for a bit with Ewan before my dad showed up to take me and Charr home. Since I've been home I've eaten dinner and that's it... it's now 11pm so I'm not sure where the last 5 hours have gone really. Tomorrow will bring me actually getting to fix my bike then going on a bike ride with my little bro... I have actually really missed him while he's been away so it'll be nice to spend the day with him.
These last couple of weeks have made me realise that I do have some rather lovely friends that I wouldn't trade for the world. We do some really random stuff but it's always a laugh :)
Finding and re-reading my previous blog posts have also made me realise that I'm much happier now than I was this time last year. I was a bit of a mess so I'm glad I've got better. Better, but not quite there yet.
I hope that people are right and that time will make things better because I don't think I can be this miserable deep down forever. I don't mean to write about sad things, but it's really really hard not to when I'm feeling kind of sad...
All in all though, it has been a lovely day but I am rather tired so I shall leave now and get some sleepytimes!
love xo
I woke up much much later than planned with my mum coming in to take my washing and her computer, which annoyed me because I was rather enjoying being asleep. I finally dragged myself out of bed and into the shower, slightly annoyed because I was meant to leave myself enough time to fix my bike and rise to Tesco to get my dad's fathers day present, before meeting Milly in town for some jammage time. So instead I took a ride with my mum in our temp car (some mercedes A-class thing) to Pets At Home to get some cat food for Arthur. Whilst I was out, Milly texted me to see if I wanted to jam round hers because George was coming over and that she was going to invite Charr as well. Mother Black then dropped me off in good ol' Marston on what has been a suprisingly warm day, considering all the rain we've had...
So when Charr and George arrived, we all decided to go out and ended up in a place that's called the orange. I'm not sure why, you'll have to ask Milly and Charr. So we all just jammed in the warmth chatting about everything and anything you can think about, it is rather lovely to spend some time with lovely people, no stress about anything, just wasting the day away. Eventually though, we went back to Milly's house and Tom came over for a bit. I whipped out the Spyro which is always fun and I played that for a bit with Ewan before my dad showed up to take me and Charr home. Since I've been home I've eaten dinner and that's it... it's now 11pm so I'm not sure where the last 5 hours have gone really. Tomorrow will bring me actually getting to fix my bike then going on a bike ride with my little bro... I have actually really missed him while he's been away so it'll be nice to spend the day with him.
These last couple of weeks have made me realise that I do have some rather lovely friends that I wouldn't trade for the world. We do some really random stuff but it's always a laugh :)
Finding and re-reading my previous blog posts have also made me realise that I'm much happier now than I was this time last year. I was a bit of a mess so I'm glad I've got better. Better, but not quite there yet.
I hope that people are right and that time will make things better because I don't think I can be this miserable deep down forever. I don't mean to write about sad things, but it's really really hard not to when I'm feeling kind of sad...
All in all though, it has been a lovely day but I am rather tired so I shall leave now and get some sleepytimes!
love xo
Friday, 10 June 2011
Mexicans, Policemen & Peacocks OHMY!
So, it's been a while since I've posted my pointless life ramblings on here, simply because I lost interest and no-one really read them I don't think. However I have been instructed my Milly to start blogging again because she's getting well into it now... I think I've created a monster. So I last blogged when I was in the middle of my GCSEs which I'm proud to say I passed with distcintly average grades.
So to give a brief update of new things in my life:
1) Got my lip pierced
2) Got a new cat - he's pretty cool
3) I turned 17 and I'm learning to drive
We therefore pick up my life at this point, I've finished my AS levels and after only 2 more weeks at college, my summer will begin. Ever since I've been at college, I've done some things I've never thought I'd do, including going to Wales on a random road trip with some of my best college friends after watching the Hangover 2 and getting inspired. We went to Barry island, the place where the amazing Gavin and Stacey was filmed; it is pretty awesome to be able to watch the show and exclaim excitedly "WE'VE BEEEN THEREEEE!!!"... Yeah I'm a cool kid.
In our most recent adventure, Milly, Dan, Tom, Chloe and I took part in the first lunch party of our very own Come Dine With Me competition, hosted by yours truly. It was a Mexican theme so I cooked yummy things such as Mexican style Chicken Parmasan and Mexican Wedding Cakes. After this and with Chloe and Milly very much pissed at half 1 in the afternoon, we decided to venture to Tom's house for the night. What we didn't expect when we got there is for Tom's mum to not want us all there for various reasons... So with no roof over our heads, we grabbed a tent, sleeping bags, army rations and alcohol and headed for a random field. We finally decided on a spot between us and set up camp for the night. A rather nice policeman stopped by to see what we were doing there so Chloe, Dan, Milly and I promptly stayed hidden and quiet as mice in the woods whilst we let Tom deal with everything. Once he was gone Tom cooked our food for us which, considering it was about 3 years out of date, tasted quite nice. A few drinks later and we were all having a great time. Milly, Chloe and I stuck as a team and used the infamous "pee cups" round the back of some building, 2 of us shielding the third from passing cars and the such. Whilst we were trying to find somewhere to pee, we noticed the boys had left the campsite, causing our stress levels to rocket! We managed to get back to the campsite without being scared by the boys and luckily before they were able to give us heart attacks, I spotted them behind a bush, foiling their plans! When we finally decided to turn in, Tom, Milly, Chloe and I in the tent and Dan outside under the stars, there were some really really annoying peacocks that just would not shut up the whole night. This teamed with an uncomfortable tent didn't make for the best night's sleep I've ever had and my back is complaining because of it. In the morning we headed back to Tom's for some breakfast and then he drove us home which was really nice of him. Needless to say I am cream crackered and ready for my bed, but I want to stay awake because my brother is coming home from France today and I really really want to see if he's brought me a flag back to add to my collection.
Recently it seems the summer is really starting to begin: Camping with the family +Milly next weekend, Sonisphere with Milly and Charr in July and Amsterdam with Lucy and Becky in August. The only downside is I got a letter today telling me that I've got to give evidence in court on August 5th, oh the joys! Oh, that and AS level results day; that will either go really well or really badly, just got to wait and see now. Anyroad, I'll probably write everyday, mostly because Milly will be on at me if I don't :)
Stay Beautiful! xo
So to give a brief update of new things in my life:
1) Got my lip pierced
2) Got a new cat - he's pretty cool
3) I turned 17 and I'm learning to drive
We therefore pick up my life at this point, I've finished my AS levels and after only 2 more weeks at college, my summer will begin. Ever since I've been at college, I've done some things I've never thought I'd do, including going to Wales on a random road trip with some of my best college friends after watching the Hangover 2 and getting inspired. We went to Barry island, the place where the amazing Gavin and Stacey was filmed; it is pretty awesome to be able to watch the show and exclaim excitedly "WE'VE BEEEN THEREEEE!!!"... Yeah I'm a cool kid.
In our most recent adventure, Milly, Dan, Tom, Chloe and I took part in the first lunch party of our very own Come Dine With Me competition, hosted by yours truly. It was a Mexican theme so I cooked yummy things such as Mexican style Chicken Parmasan and Mexican Wedding Cakes. After this and with Chloe and Milly very much pissed at half 1 in the afternoon, we decided to venture to Tom's house for the night. What we didn't expect when we got there is for Tom's mum to not want us all there for various reasons... So with no roof over our heads, we grabbed a tent, sleeping bags, army rations and alcohol and headed for a random field. We finally decided on a spot between us and set up camp for the night. A rather nice policeman stopped by to see what we were doing there so Chloe, Dan, Milly and I promptly stayed hidden and quiet as mice in the woods whilst we let Tom deal with everything. Once he was gone Tom cooked our food for us which, considering it was about 3 years out of date, tasted quite nice. A few drinks later and we were all having a great time. Milly, Chloe and I stuck as a team and used the infamous "pee cups" round the back of some building, 2 of us shielding the third from passing cars and the such. Whilst we were trying to find somewhere to pee, we noticed the boys had left the campsite, causing our stress levels to rocket! We managed to get back to the campsite without being scared by the boys and luckily before they were able to give us heart attacks, I spotted them behind a bush, foiling their plans! When we finally decided to turn in, Tom, Milly, Chloe and I in the tent and Dan outside under the stars, there were some really really annoying peacocks that just would not shut up the whole night. This teamed with an uncomfortable tent didn't make for the best night's sleep I've ever had and my back is complaining because of it. In the morning we headed back to Tom's for some breakfast and then he drove us home which was really nice of him. Needless to say I am cream crackered and ready for my bed, but I want to stay awake because my brother is coming home from France today and I really really want to see if he's brought me a flag back to add to my collection.
Recently it seems the summer is really starting to begin: Camping with the family +Milly next weekend, Sonisphere with Milly and Charr in July and Amsterdam with Lucy and Becky in August. The only downside is I got a letter today telling me that I've got to give evidence in court on August 5th, oh the joys! Oh, that and AS level results day; that will either go really well or really badly, just got to wait and see now. Anyroad, I'll probably write everyday, mostly because Milly will be on at me if I don't :)
Stay Beautiful! xo
Wednesday, 16 June 2010
lalalalalala
Nothing much to report today to be honest - just thought I should be slightly social and write something :)
Chemistry exam went absolutely fine it's physics that might be the problem...
Spent a lovely few hours with Tanya today, I seriously don't spend enough time with her - this might have to change :)
It was hilarious looking at certain pictures and gagging in the kitchen, trying to find wrestling tickets and trying to make the sims work :)
I love you so much Tanya, never go away (L)
Off to finish packing for my camping trip this weekend and start to learn physics (Y)
Ciao!
xxx
Chemistry exam went absolutely fine it's physics that might be the problem...
Spent a lovely few hours with Tanya today, I seriously don't spend enough time with her - this might have to change :)
It was hilarious looking at certain pictures and gagging in the kitchen, trying to find wrestling tickets and trying to make the sims work :)
I love you so much Tanya, never go away (L)
Off to finish packing for my camping trip this weekend and start to learn physics (Y)
Ciao!
xxx
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