Today was actually rather lovely. I went from having literally no plans when I woke up, to spending a lovely afternoon with some of the besties, which is always fun :)
I woke up much much later than planned with my mum coming in to take my washing and her computer, which annoyed me because I was rather enjoying being asleep. I finally dragged myself out of bed and into the shower, slightly annoyed because I was meant to leave myself enough time to fix my bike and rise to Tesco to get my dad's fathers day present, before meeting Milly in town for some jammage time. So instead I took a ride with my mum in our temp car (some mercedes A-class thing) to Pets At Home to get some cat food for Arthur. Whilst I was out, Milly texted me to see if I wanted to jam round hers because George was coming over and that she was going to invite Charr as well. Mother Black then dropped me off in good ol' Marston on what has been a suprisingly warm day, considering all the rain we've had...
So when Charr and George arrived, we all decided to go out and ended up in a place that's called the orange. I'm not sure why, you'll have to ask Milly and Charr. So we all just jammed in the warmth chatting about everything and anything you can think about, it is rather lovely to spend some time with lovely people, no stress about anything, just wasting the day away. Eventually though, we went back to Milly's house and Tom came over for a bit. I whipped out the Spyro which is always fun and I played that for a bit with Ewan before my dad showed up to take me and Charr home. Since I've been home I've eaten dinner and that's it... it's now 11pm so I'm not sure where the last 5 hours have gone really. Tomorrow will bring me actually getting to fix my bike then going on a bike ride with my little bro... I have actually really missed him while he's been away so it'll be nice to spend the day with him.
These last couple of weeks have made me realise that I do have some rather lovely friends that I wouldn't trade for the world. We do some really random stuff but it's always a laugh :)
Finding and re-reading my previous blog posts have also made me realise that I'm much happier now than I was this time last year. I was a bit of a mess so I'm glad I've got better. Better, but not quite there yet.
I hope that people are right and that time will make things better because I don't think I can be this miserable deep down forever. I don't mean to write about sad things, but it's really really hard not to when I'm feeling kind of sad...
All in all though, it has been a lovely day but I am rather tired so I shall leave now and get some sleepytimes!
love xo
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